Should I be afraid to Stand Alone ???
i was never afraid from anything in my life seriously i was never afraid...every time a face a challenge or a real threat i smile n think about the worst case scenario that could ever happen saying while thinking about La kader Allah , God forbid , n then think of the best scenario n say allah has said "أنا عند ظن عبدي بي" so i say to myself yes Ahmed rabbena by7bak n he is gonna give you the best n i jst remember that day rassul allah was talking to Abduallah Ibn Masa'oud telling him :
"Young man, I shall teach you some words [of advice] : Be mindful of Allah, and Allah will protect you. Be mindful of Allah, and you will find Him in front of you. If you ask, ask of Allah; if you seek help, seek help of Allah. Know that if the Nation were to gather together to benefit you with anything, it would benefit you only with something that Allah had already prescribed for you, and that if they gather together to harm you with anything, they would harm you only with something Allah had already prescribed for you. The pens have been lifted and the pages have dried."
even death that many people are afraid of.. i was like we are all gonna die at the end so what s wrong with it n i say to myself if u die your gonna meet those who u really love ISA you are gonna be with the most beloved person Mohammd PBUH and you will ride horses with Khalid Ibn El Waled waled and Hazma ISA instead of Moaz Malek:) n i will listen to Koran from Abduallah Ibn Masa'oud ISA not sheikh reda in Belal masjid in my neighbourhood...so i used to welcome the thing people are afraid of. this how i used to live my life.i see everyday as another question in the short test of life and every second is part of the solution n there is partial credit n the right answer is multiplied 10 times n the wrong one will be erased (not like dr.ayman el 3ezaby exams ).i believe that life is a prison that i ve to stay in till the date the creator of the universe has written. on that day i die and my soul goes up there to the merciful creator n then im free ISA....n till that days comes ive to do my best to make the donya a better place n be one of the those who spread the words of god n follow them, n make all the ppl around my smile.
Till one day came one day that i was really afraid to die i was really afraid to leave the donya mesh 7oban feha cuz its really beautiful meanwhile it really sucks..its keda its helwa not cuz nancy agram said el donya 7elwa but cuz rassule allah pbuh said
((إنَّ الدُّنيا حلوةٌ خَضِرة، وإنَّ الله مُستخلفكم فيها، فينظر كيف تعملُون؟ فاتقوا الدُّنيا، واتَّقُوا النِّساء؛ فإنَّ أوَّل فِتنة بني إسرائيل كانت في النِّساء)) [رواهُ مُسلم].
and he also said
(حبب إلي من دنياكم النساء والطيب وجعلت قرة عيني في الصلاة)
so its good n its really a prison cuz he said
الدنيا سجن المؤمن وجنة الكافر)
im now afraid but im not afraid ( di 7ala sa3ba awi) im afraid to die b4 i do something that really counts although i know will pass to jana by his mercy ISA not by our deeds bas aho this is what happened something changed in my life there are some things that i really wanna do b4 i die n some of them i need them in Jana too ISA....
إنما الدنيا سبيل وعناء وامتحان ربي فاكتب لي حياة فيها للبذل كيان
meanwhile im not afraid cuz i know Allah is standing by my side taking care of me he created me n he knows every step that i take he knows everything.........the one who gets the sun every morning n controls the whole universe is for sure able to control my life n he is n is able to give me the best out everything if it really fits in my life ISA....so no i am not afraid to Stand Alone.
